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Finding My 5, when I need them the most

Feeling it at the moment internet people. It’s a busy time of year. I work in payroll (not the greatest job ever, but it has its moments) and like many jobs, it has a ‘time of year’. Y’know like Christmas for shops, February for florists and January for other accountants here and for me, it’s April and I’ll be honest, it’s been one of worst Aprils in years hence my shocking tardiness with Trivial Calender posts. I have been trying to work out why it’s been so bad. Is it the legislation changes? The workplace pension stuff that’s encroaching upon my job, or the fifty of so shitty clients I have recently inherited from a colleague? It could be any of those things as well as the one other thing that I knew. This is the first year I can actually feel it. I spent the first 35 years of my life repressing a lot of my feelings, leaving me unable to fully experience and express how I feel. Then came my breakdown, then I spent 4.5 years on medication that at best locked my worst feelings away, or at worst stopped me feeling anything. Over the last year I have started waking up more and on the positive side that’s happier times with SuperSam, Wilma the WFT dog and the MIGHTY Rosie, on the less positive side, well it was a rough April and it’s bleeding into May. Now as I am in May, I realise the main difference is not how I feel about work, it’s what I do afterward. I am more vocal about how I feel and more away that no matter how bad work is, it’s one part of my day and it’s a part that I can handle. I am OK, work not being good isn’t some great personal failing. I know this because it’s what I teach my son.

“When is the only time we fail?” I ask him.

“When we give up.” he answers, I have taught him never to give up and in return, that wonderful little boy is teaching me that. So yes, work is making me it’s bitch in the early rounds, but I am not out and will not give in, or give up.

Well, that got a little deep, didn’t it?

Soon fix that.

Since work has been less than stellar, the need to distract myself has been a bit greater, so have been reading and watching more stuff that has been good, so in the interest of being positive, am finding my 5

5 Things I have enjoyed in April.


A mate of mine was laid up before Christmas with his leg and to keep him entertained, lent him a whole bunch of trades. A month or so ago, he gave them back and so I recently re-read the first 7 trades of Saga. Saga is the work of writer Brian K Vaughn and penciller Fiona Staples in an epic sci-fi tale about the life of a little girl, born in war to two parents, each from an opposing side in the conflict that seems to span known space. It is full of amazing characters, epic visuals, and twists, and turns, many hope that their beloved stories hit the screen, me I don’t know how they could get this right. Although I would love to see lying cat on TV or film.

Cougar Town:

I have started a new writing project. (More on that story later) It required me to watch an episode of this less regarded sitcom and once I watch that episode, me and the MIGHTY Rosie started watching it again have been enjoying it more than ever. I may write more about it, but like I said, more on that story later.

Jessica Jones Season 2:

Some Spoilers

After Daredevil hit Netflix for the first time, Marvel had an unexpected hit on their hands, well written, well acted and with a tone that differed so much from the Cinematic Universe as for both to completely ignore one another. Their second attempt was a more recent creation and a bit of a risk, but with an excellent cast and a solid story well told season 1 was a success. Once Defenders was done, the second wave started and with that came season 2 of Jessica Jones.

I will be honest with its themes of post-traumatic stress, unethical medicine, addiction and it’s uncompromising use of violence, it’s a hard sit. But over a couple of weekends, I watched the difficult second story and it worked really well. Rather than pad out Jessica story to fit the 13 episodes, it went into more detail with Jeri Hogarth’s medical issues, Malcolm’s search for belonging and Patsy Walker’s descent from likable supporting character to an almost completely unrecognisable person. The idea of the series seems to be a family is whatever you make it, wherever you find it, but not much can fuck you up like family. They were even able to pull off the returning villain Killgrave (David Tennant clearly having fun once again) and the flashback episode without cliche being poured all over it. The cast did really well and the story ends up with everyone’s life very different, but room to either flesh it all out for another series or call it a day without leaving too much undone, the best way to end it that I can think of.

Action Comics 1000:

Superman hits 4 figures, weird to think it, but there it is. Action Comics 1 was on the stands 80 years ago. That is mental when you think about it. The superhero has been with us 80 years. This overpriced comic (I’m sorry, it was overpriced, but I wasn’t going to miss it.) wasn’t part of some great story, or the start of a brand new era it was simply a love letter to the comic that started it all. We had stories from the current rebirth era, the crisis to crisis era, some Golden Age stuff, some Silver Age stuff and other bits and pieces besides and felt like a goodbye to the Superman we have at the moment, the ones he’s been before and a sneak preview of the new start being written by Brian Michael Bendis. I re-read it a couple of times and really did enjoy it. It made me want to give Bendis a try on this series, even though I have been burned before. But, not going to stop being an addict today am I?

Avengers: Infinity War

The 19th Marvel Movie in 10 years and the 18th that I watched in the cinema. With our boy at his grandmother’s the MIGHTY Rosie and I had a Sunday morning to ourselves and we decided to go to the pictures. I am not going to put any spoilers, but I can tell you one thing, it’s very good.

The entire main cast of the MCU is there with the exception of Ant-Man and Hawkeye and no one feels extraneous, everyone gets a little moment here, some get several. The performances are solid and Josh Brolin gives Thanos a degree of depth and pathos that really fleshed out the character and his motives make sense, he truly is the hero of this story from his point of view.

I could go on and on, but to be honest, I would like people to see it for themselves. It’s an old-school crossover event, a story told in several places that link up, heroes working together and the stakes as high as they can be. I watched a huge comics event on screen, on a couch, next to the love of my life, who enjoyed it too. Dreams can come true people, even the smaller ones.


The point of this post internet people (if there is one, to be honest, I just wanted to have something written down, I feel I haven’t written in too long) is that I am not having a great time of it in general, but that is in no way an excuse to wallow. Work is a pain in the arse, but there’s good stuff to watch and read and god people in my life to share this stuff with. Yesterday was horrible until 5, but ate tea with my family and ended up on the couch with the MIGHTY Rosie at the end of the day. Today can be as bad as it likes, if that’s how I end it.

I’ve been gone too long, but I am back.

Take care of yourselves internet people, then you can take care of eachother.

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For the love of Comics.. reading for the trade.

In the long ago past, comics were written month to month, operating as single stories that may link to others later, or the occasional multi-part saga, but you tended to get 22 pages per month that were complete in and of themselves. It’s not quite like that now, is it? With one and done stories the exception and not the rule and with the rise of (sigh) decompressed story-telling. More and more the model for pacing is designed not for the single issues on the newsstands, but for the collector based direct market. So instead of each comic being its own thing, they became chapters of a larger tale. As well as giving the quieter moments more room to breathe, the pacing allows the chapters to be collected into collected editions or trade paperbacks more easily.

Writing for the trade is not unknown to any comic fan and it’s the way most people who are not comic fans experience them, either in the trade paperback form or as a set of separate comics bunched together. The MIGHTY Rosie found comics like that, first reading the 8 part Up Up and Away story in Superman and Action Comics. What the upshot of this is that comics are read both in single issues as you buy them, but can be re-read as part of the overall whole. Read 1-6 over six months and then re-read 1-6 in one day and it’s a different story.

Last weekend, I went to Caewrys in Wales with Super Sam, Wilma the dog and the MIGHTY Rosie (more on that story later) had a lovely time and there was an amount of downtime and rather than listen to a podcast or watch TV when we were all taking five, so I packed some comics. Didn’t read them all, it was very much a being together weekend, but I made a start.

The series I started on was Boom Studios Mighty Morphin Power Rangers. I have up until this point bought 0-24 as well as the 2 annuals.

Ok, quick aside. I was a fan of the 90’s X-Men animated series which was on Saturday morning when the first series ended the timeslot was taken up by a new series called Mighty Morphin Power Rangers. I will be honest, I was less than enthused with this series, but periodically I would look in and see what was happening. It was heavy on action, mostly cut from Japanese program Kyoryu Sentai Zyuranger, light on anything resembling characterization and formulaic. But there were good ideas in there, as well as bonkers action with monsters and giant robots. I watched some of the first 3 or 4 series, but had no access to any of the original Sentai footage, or at least not till many years later. I did watch some related stuff called Tokusatsu, which included Sentai characters, I wrote about it here, but that’s by the by. The point is, with some more depth to the writing, this could be more enjoyable and that was borne out last year when Boom started their MMPR title.

Written by Kyle Higgins with other creators on the art, this series is set shortly after the Power Rangers TV episodes Green With Evil.  We have the original 5 characters from the series Jason Scott, Trini Kwan, Billy Cranston, Kimberley Hart and Zach Taylor, their mentor Zordon of Eltar and their mascot/sidekick Alpha 5, all trying to cope with the inclusion of recently freed Tommy Oliver. There’s an evil doppelganger, hidden histories, stealth bad guys, parallel worlds and hints at future events that the TV shows have already revealed. It’s a tie-in comic to a below-par TV show that at this point is over 25 years old. This has no right being any good. But it is. I have in fact enjoyed it tremendously and it’s been consistently entertaining throughout its run. Is it high art? No. Is it top quality comics of the best kind? No. But it is fun and enjoyable and whenever I see it’s out that week, I’m happy for that.

It’s about to start a big crossover featuring other ranger teams and since my son Super Sam and I are watching Power Rangers from the start (we’re up to the 9th season/7th variation Time Force) and am looking forward to whichever characters that he and I know, or ones we have yet to watch.


Another pleasant surprise has been the recent Avengers event No Surrender.

Currently, Marvel is putting out 3 Avengers titles: Avengers, US Avengers, and Uncanny Avengers. I will be perfectly honest, I have no real interest in any of them. The art on Avengers leaves me cold, US and Uncanny haven’t really made too much of an impact and for me, the loss of prestige in the name of Avengers is as bad as it was under Bendis’ tenure on that line of books. This seems to be Marvel’s attempts to bring the some of the grandeur and epicness to what has in the past been a flagship book. This comic is coming out weekly, starting in Avengers 675 (yay, renumbering again) and moving forward, so there is no US Avengers or Uncanny Avenger and the creative teams are shifting to keep up with the schedule. I read the first issue on a whim but had to take a break shortly after since the comic became harder to get hold of, given the increased demand. So as it turned out, without that being my original intent, I read parts 1-9 fairly close together. As a result, I have been able to view it as close to a complete whole and I am happier for it.

The story Mark Waid, Jim Zub and Al Ewing is a mix of the old miniseries “Contest of Champions” and the Doctor Who story “Stolen Earth.”  Earth has been stolen, most of the world’s superheroes and villains are in suspended animation and the alien groups Ebony Maw and Lunatic Legion are battling for some alien artifacts on Earth and the only hope for anyone to make it out of this alive is parts of the several Avengers teams that are forced to band together along with a time-lost Avenger who has returned to help. There are thrills, spills and surprise twists and a bit of a motley crew of heroes called together by happenstance to fight a battle too big for anyone else to fight. Now isn’t that what the Avengers really is? There aren’t many heroes in here that feel that iconic Avengers type of characters, but this most certainly feels like an Avengers title. I wasn’t expecting that much from this and was glad to see this story vault over that bar with enough of a gap to see daylight. I’m 11 parts out of 16 and it is only getting better. It looks like there’ll be a new Avengers title out of this and I’m kind of excited for an Avengers comic, which was also a pleasant surprise.

So that’s the comics I have been reading as collected. Hope to be doing that kind of reading again soon, when my day starts to allow it. If for no other reason that to inspire new thinsg to write about.


Ta ta for now internet people.

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5 Comic Book Couples

Another 5 and I’m been toying with doing this one for a while and decided, why not?

Scott Free and Big Barda

First shown in Mister Miracle part of Jack Kirby’s Fourth World, this was part star-crossed romance and part loving everyday family stuff. Scott Free was born on the world of New Genesis, but raised in the orphanages of Apokolips and spent every hour of every day trying to escape. Barda was born and raised on Apokolips and worked her way up the ranks of the Female Furies, rebel and career soldier, born on opposing sides. But it works. Scott is more in the traditional female role, smaller, more emotionally expressive and Barda is the huge warrior. They both have their own skills, their own scars and they compliment one another perfectly.  Equally at home working in the garden and battling death-traps and parademons, they are lovely and entertaining in equal measure. But they are both necessary for the stories that they are in. Mister Miracle, should really be called Mister Miracle and Big Barda, based on the importance of the relationship within the comic and they are at their best when seen together.

Hulking and Wiccan

Representation matters, being able to identify with characters in fiction adds something to that experience and so any increase in diversity benefits not only those who can are represented, but also everyone else. Seeing these two Young Avengers in a loving and caring relationship that just happens to be same-sex is a good thing. It’s also a good relationship in which they both support one another and grow both as people and as a couple. Whether to show a happy couple, or increase diversity in what goes on a list like this, Hulking and Wiccan were an obvious choice.

Vision & Scarlet Witch

I appreciate that these two are not currently a couple, but from their both being on a team up until Avengers Disassembled, their’s was the most enduring love story. She was a mutant with magic and madness in her blood, he was a prosthetic person cobbled together from synthetic parts, the corpse of a golden age android and the brain patterns of a failed businessman turned supervillain. To call it an unusual love story is putting it mildly. But that is what it is. The Vision is, for all his monotone voice and mechanical origins is a deeply caring and thoughtful soul. They faced the US government, her brother, all the villains the Avengers had acquired, demons, Celestial Madonnas, several versions of Kang and time travel shenannigans, but for all that, they were a regular family. They had kids (DO NOT ASK, PLEASE!!!) in-laws, a house in New Jersey and not once, did it feel in anyway forced or artificial. Maybe over the time it was written, it was the consistently the best couple that Marvel had to offer.

Alana and Marko

I am only 7 volumes into Saga, so again, this is not an up to date thing. With that said, I love the story of Alana and Marko. Born on opposing sides of a pointless and harrowing war, they met and feel in love. They are not, by any stretch of the imagination the romantic heroes that you would think that would expect with the star-crossed lovers trope. They are not particularly bright, most of their choices are rash and they clash as much as co-operate. But they do love each other and it’s honest and crude at times and it reads as real. It’s not Mills and Boon, airport paperback sort of fair, but it is the story of two people who love each other and don’t care that the universe itself does not want that love or the baby that came from it to get out and place doubt in the minds of those who may rethink how the feel about a war that seems to be as without reason as any war. I would highly recommend this comic for anyone to read, because it is well crafted and full of characters that while fantastic in their origins are just people.

Vance Astro and Aleta Ogord

The story of Vance Astro is one that could come with the tagline of “I just cannot catch a break!” Lost over a 1,000 years from his own time, Vance had to pick himself up from the lowest place imaginable to live again, not to mention try and liberate a solar system that had suffered a decade of brutal domination by a vicious reptilian race. He went through depression, self pity and for a while self destructive tendencies, but ultimately came through it and tried to live up to the example of his childhood hero Captain America, he even wielded Cap’s shield. He went through a lot is what I am saying.

Aleta Ogord found herself married/bonded to her foster brother Stakar, forming the entity known as Starhawk. There were only a couple of times that she was able to be herself in 1,000 years. Once to conceive her three children and a couple of times by accident. The children were lost to her father’s rage. She finally was freed from her bind to Stakar and with her family gone and seperated from Stakar, she had to start putting her life together as well.

The two of them getting together came a little bit out of nowhere during the excellent Jim Valentino run on Guardians of the Galaxy. But two people having lost everything finding one another is a lovely denouement to their trials. She was able to be in his room, where he didn’t need a containment suit, which he needed everywhere else, so nothing could keep them apart. They ended up living a long and happy life together… Well obviously they didn’t. Shortly after Vance proposed Starhawk reabsorbed Aleta and flew off, destroying Vance’s brief chance at happiness.

Vance was able to live without his containment suit. They found one another again, but Aleta was only able to exist in Starhawk’s body, so whenever she spoke, it was with the face and voice of the man who took her away from Vance. This too passed, Aleta became Starhawk, but in her own body and was able to be reunited with Vance. Happy ending? Of course not, now being Starhawk, Aleta became more and more detached from her humanity (you know what I mean) and sort of looked down on Vance.

We’re not done.

She was then restored to her full self mentally and able to be with Vance again, just in time for him to need a containment suit again, this time one that he could never take off, nor could she be around too much.

Cannot catch a break.

That’s my 5 at least, any I should have put? Comments questions and stuff below.


Ttfn internet people.

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5 Comic Book Mum’s

With it being Mother’s day today, this sort of felt right.

The Oddball Choice: Jubilation Lee

Mother to Shogo Lee


Primarily used as an audience idenitification/Wolverine sidekick character, Jubilee was one of the many who filled that role originally set up for Kitty ‘Shadowcat’ Pryde. It was then handed to Jubilee, Armor, X-23 and others. Made more famous because of the 90’s animated series, Jubilee was then a charter member of Generation-X, but it became harder and harder to give her character something to do and she became a known victim of events. She lost her powers on M-Day, became one of the lesser remembered New Warriors after Civil War and became a vampire during Curse of the Mutants. During on the many relaunches of adjectiveless X-Men, she found a baby in the aftermath of an alien (sort of) attack and also being an orphan, took it upon herself to care for this abandoned baby that she named Shogo. Still fun-loving an effervescent, she is also a responsible and devoted mother. This is a drastic, but believable and well presented bit of character development, that avoids the trite-ness of the usual ‘make her a mother because we have run out of ideas’ trope prevalent in fiction. She went from mall-rat, to mutant hero, to creature of the night to single mum and teacher, not a bad character arc.

Recent Choice: Lois Lane

Mother to Jon ‘Superboy’ Kent


This isn’t the New52 Lois, but the pre-Flashpoint one seen in Convergence and is now the one running around in the Rebirth era of DC Comics. Able to stand as Superman’s equal, Clark Kent’s rival and a successful writer and kicking all kinds of arse on her own before motherhood, she is the how does she do it mum. She struggles but, won’t show weakness. The kind of mother that tells a kid who can throw tanks to go  to his room and that kid will go to his room. With Jubilee, the changes motherhood put on her with overt and drastic, not here, this was just another layer of bad-ass added on, with more nuanced changes.

The Obvious Choice: Susan ‘Invisible Woman’ Richards.

Mother to Franklin and Valeria


Marvel comics first title was the era defining Fantastic Four. They subsequently became known as Marvel’s first family and for good reason. They are iconic by the way they are defined by very basic traits, with nuanced layers added on, but remain intrinsically the extremes they have always been.

Mr Fantastic: The smartest

Human Torch: The most impulsive.

The Thing: The strongest.

The Invisible Woman: The most powerful, most caring, most fierce, most determined, most undervalued and so on.

She’s a character that through neglect has lacked definition, unless you look at her as primarily a mother, then her entire character makes sense, a fiercely protective caregiver. Cross her and she can be both ruthless and fearless. She’s still criminally underused, but seeing her as a mother first and superhero second, informs much of her potential as a character.

The Everyday Choice: Debbie Grayson

Mother to Mark ‘Invincible’ Grayson


Debbie Grayson, Invincible’s mum, is the quintessential rock of the family type of character, that could easily be ignored in this kind of comic. She has an alien husband, a super hero son and all manner of bizarre-ness, and there she is just a good woman that loves them both. In the first dozen issues, there’s a twist that tears her life asunder in a number of ways. We see her fall apart and we watch her rise again. One of many supporting characters in that series, but clearly one of the best.

The best till last Choice: May Parker.

Mother to her nephew Peter Benjamin ‘Spider-Man’ Parker


Spider-Man should really be a villain if you think about it. He’s more than a bit arrogant, often self serving and if you read enough comics with him in, he’s a bit of a d**k. There’s loss, reveling in his power and his first thought with gaining powers isn’t saving people, it’s ‘the world can go f**k itself, am looking after me and mine’. But underneath all that is a foundation of goodness, of responsibility and the drive to keep fighting. The drive is his own past pushing him to keep going, the responsibility is what happened to Uncle Ben, but that goodness, that noble heart, that’s May. May raised Peter after his parents’ death along with Ben, then upto his college years without him and continues to do so. Look at it this way, she has lost everyone, her only family in New York were the Parkers, Richard, Mary and her beloved Ben, she lost them all and was left with Peter. She give a boy with nothing, everything he would ever need and then continued on, even as he lied to her and at times put her life at risk. (Donating irradiated blood, letting her take in Doctor Octopus as a lodger and a dozen other things besides) Despite being an aunt, clearly the best mum in comics.

These are as I see them the 5 of the best fictional mothers in comics.

Mums who rise to the occasion.

Mums who kick ass.

Mums who are fierce and indomitable.

Mums who are there day by day, no matter what.

Mums who make the people in their lives better people.

These are opinions of fictional characters, to be considered inconsequential and frivolous things, but I know someone in the real world who embodies all other items on the above list.

There are so many reasons why I love the MIGHTY Rosie, but one of them is that she is and always has been a wonderful mum. When I started writing this list, I realised that she is my standard for good mothers, real and not, so despite this being about not real parents, I couldn’t leave the best one out, simply because she’s real.

Parenting is hard, a good parent is worth their weight in gold, Rosie: Platinum.







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The Joy of Comics: Gazing into the Longbox

Couple of weekends ago, saw all the unsorted comics in my bedroom and decided to get it all sorted out and get them into my longboxes. Anyone who is, or who knows a comic fan (call them addicts, it’s a bit more accurate) knows what happened next. I looked at some of the comics that I have and I went, not seen that in ages, not seen that in ages and rather than take another three hours to finish a 15 minute job, I set myself a list of a few of those things and went back to the comics later on when I was able to sit down with that.

That reminded me of one of the benefits of collecting comics as opposed to just reading them. With collecting, you get the chance to re-read them in one go, which given the decompressed storytelling and tpb friendly pacing, is kind of how any comic written after 2000 is supposed to be read. So I set up a few short re-reading lists and really enjoyed it.

Ultimates 1-12 (Picked 5-12 up at a comic mart, after dropping off after Secret Wars in 2014)

This was absolutely awesome, this proved that you can tell the type of stories that the Fantastic Four used to, but also had a good amount of representation, beyond the usual middle-class white guys. I guess now am looking for the sequel series Ultimates Squared.

All New X-Factor 1-20

Another title that I completed at a comic Mart this was the 4th incarnation of X-Factor and the third one written by Peter David. Not the original X-Men rebranded, or the government response team, or even the noirish PI firm, this is a corporate team ran by I don’t want to say Google, but it is really a thinly hidden google stand-in. This team of 2nd and 3rd stringers including Gambit, Polaris, Quicksilver, Danger, Cypher, and Warlock, this is as much a workplace sit-com as it is a superhero book, much like David’s first run on X-Factor. This was a lot of fun and by the time I finished it, I wished that it had gone on longer than 20 issues.

Brian Michael Bendis’ run on X-Men.

After doing wonders for Daredevil and revitalizing the Avengers, Brian Michael Bendis was handed the keys to the X-Mansion. He inherited a bit of a mess to be perfectly honest, Xavier was dead, the X-Men was split and after possession by the Dark Phoenix Cyclops was considered a villain by almost everybody. Something needed to be done, so the story took something of a WTF turn by having a dying Beast using Doctor Doom’s time machine to bring the original X-Men during their first few weeks of training to the dying Beast’s present, with Professor X dead, Jean Grey dead, Beast himself dying, Angel nearly mindless and Cyclops ready to start a revolution. Needless to say, the teenaged X-Men are freaked out and don’t want to go back until things are looking a bit better. So we have All New X-Men with the new/original team, Uncanny X-Men with Cyclops running a militant almost X-Force like team with a lower powered Magneto, Emma Frost and a haunted Magik. These two series matched each other really well and their first year culminates in Battle of the Atom, a slightly bloated crossover which addressed the problems caused by the time lost teenagers. We get three versions of the Beast, four versions of Iceman, X-Men, and Brotherhood of the future. This was all the ridiculous and convoluted X-Men comics at their most X-Men and I really enjoyed it.

I liked looking at these comics in this way and it’s made me want to read more runs like this. Comics change based on how you are as you re-read them and the pacing of how they are read. Six single issues reads very differently from one six-issue arc read in one go and both of them have their strengths. Every now and again you need to go back to the long boxes and have a re-read of something you have enjoyed before and see if it still stands up, or how time has changed it for you. Am going to re-read some of the recent Resurrexxion relaunch and see how that stands up a year later.

A nice bit of fluff for a Thursday afternoon, ttfn internet people.

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New Website

As you know internet people, am a lazy man. So have avoided doing anything with my blogs to make them easier to read or find. This year has started as the year I get shit done. So have created the blog’s new domain.

So instead of it’s now at and there will be links to all my blogs all in one place.